Monday, June 20, 2011

Ben Stuart's 2nd MetroLive talk

I Peter 1:3. We are people of Jesus but we need to go beyond that in we are called to be the people of resurrection. The world is going "Ok, but what is that to us?!?" Resurrection should be life-changing but the question is it to us? Our present and future should be different because Jesus' action in the past. Our present and future is affected by our view of death but Christ's substitute for us, secured our future hope. Christ's triumph over death gives us victory over our "little deaths" we face daily.
Christ's death establishes purpose: Share Christ's peace in a world that desperately needs it. "Death loses it eternalness when Christ makes His sacrifice for us"
We are born-again to show God and His Glory to a world that has been blinded and bored. What a sad commentary. Christ is our "Living Hope" waiting to be shared with a desperate and seeking world. This is a despite the world, ie. Stephen Hawking saying it's crazy and pathetic to "make-believe" that Christ's story is anything other than make-believe.
The world can explain Christ away but it cannot explain away His followers! So step up and answer the call/questions that the world presents...

Friday, June 3, 2011

Notes from MetroLive:Ben Stuart

Some of my notes from last night's opening night of MetroLive 2011, from Ben Stuart, the director of BreakAway Ministries, up at College Station. MetroLive is held at my homechurch, Houston's First Baptist Church at 7:30pm.
Ben Stuart spoke on John 21, which deals with, Peter going to Galilee to return to fishing and Jesus speaking to him from the shore after a fruitless night of fishing. Ben puts out the question for us to consider: "How does God view us in our time of failure?"
The answer is that God views with love,care and concern. He seeks to restore us, to make us useful to Him.
To do this He brings us, as He did Peter, to the place of our call that God places on our life. In Peter's case, Christ recreates Peter's first encounter with Christ, after a fruitless night of fishing, Christ calls out to Peter from the shoreline, and asks a question, He fully knows the answer to, "Children, have you caught any fish?" Then Christ says "Why don't you try fishing from the rightside?" To which the disciples do and begin to catch fish aplenty. They realize it's Jesus and Peter dives into the water and swims ashore to meet the Lord. Jesus then provides breakfast for disciples.
Jesus then knowing the poison of Peter's failure which if left unchecked and unaddressed could potentially kill Peter's ministry for Christ, so Christ draws out the venom of failure by recreating the scene of Peter's denial. And proceeds to confront the failure head on by asking Peter about his devotion to Christ and allows Peter to see how his power and desire to follow Christ wasn't enough, Peter would need Christ's strength to accomplish all Christ had for him.
Christ shows it's not just about being a "fisher of men" but to go beyond that and be ready to feed His sheep.
We need to seek out Christ and ask for His help both to remember our call and when necessary to go and return to scene of our greatest failure and seek Christ's help in drawing out venom of the failure, so we may be fully ready to be used by Christ.

Monday, March 14, 2011

Message at @houstonsfirst by @afshinziafat

This is www.twitter.com/afshinziafat message to my church www.twitter.com/houstonsfirst last night,coming from Philippians 1:20-21, 3:2-9 and few other sections.

The overarching principal we need to understand for this and any message about the gospel or Christ is this: Bible teaches that life is only found in Christ. In otherwords, life cannot truly be found apart from Him and just doesn't make sense.

Paul's singular passion is that Christ would be honored in his life and body. Fully and in such a way that Paul would be unashamed of his message to the world, free or in chains, let Christ's will be done in all circumstances.

Paul then helps redefine the definitions of life and death, by completely and totally turn them on their heads. Life becomes completely immersion in Christ and His being both, physically and spiritually. We are custom-made for Christ and His use of us as His bond-servants, until we fully understand that, then life cannot fully be experienced.

This allows Paul to reassess his life and what he had been striving for and hoping to achieve, as a Pharisee, a Jew...Paul realizes that all his "good works" to fulfill the law and all he put his trust in and believed in, were not assets as he once believed but in actuality losses.

"Religion is man's way to God. Jesus is God's way to man."

Paul not only counts everything as loss but then actually does lose everything that he had held dear, prior to his conversion to being led by Christ's mindset, areas such as: freedom, his standing as a religious leader all were stripped from him as he put self aside and picked up Christ'sview of life. A full understanding of relationship with Christ and His call on our life equals out to us putting aside all the trappings that the world offers as a substitute to Christ. Sin if left unchecked will lead us down the treacherous slope of Entitlement and conceit: which is empty or vain glory.

Grace leads us to put down self and pick up Christ's view of life and put others in front of ourselves.

Paul then redefines death as gain, since death leads Christ's followers to His side for all eternity. So when your life is all about Christ, death is sought after and prized since it brings us to Christ, but if our life is about something else, the loss becomes an even greater loss that is uncomprehensible. Only in Christ, does death go from the enemy of life to a sought-after goal of life!
Our call is to cling to Christ and all He is and nothing else. Thus allowing us to live out what should be our singular passion: live out a self-less life that advances Christ and knowledge of Who He is. The grace from a Christ-led life should cause us to constantly set aside self and reach out to the world and help meet their needs with the Love of Christ.

Saturday, March 5, 2011

Stronger,seems to be based in/on Book of Romans

Anyone who knows me knows I love the song #Stronger by www.twitter.com/hillsong and feel that it has the book of Romans woven all through it and since that is the book I'm helping lead,then I am relating to it even more than usual, first noticed the song, primarily because prior to leading study, I was doing quiet time on the book,not knowing I would be asked to lead a study on it for my sunday school class: http://nightlightbiblestudy.blinkweb.com which you all can check out if you are in Houston or planning on being here anytime soon.
Meanwhile back at the ranch,haha,love working in ridiculous and irrelevant phrases into a blog or conversation! I fell in love with "Stronger" and the words resonated with my soul "You are stronger,You are stronger, Sin is broken, You have saved me, It is written, Christ is risen. Jesus, You are Lord of All."
Think that chorus resonated with me so strongly, since I daily struggle with feeling like much I have done in my extremely checkered past and how it affects my future. I have made a vow to make as big a difference for God equal to or exceeding how much I'm well-known in bars,clubs and shady dives across the city of Houston, and that is a HUGE task! I gave myself over to a life fairly well separated from God and His influence on my life for such a long time.
" so let Your Name be lifted higher,be lifted higher,be lifted higher,be lifter higher." it is Jesus' name that we are called to lift up,not our own. I forgot that for such a long time and allowed my name, my reputation as the "party/good time guy" become what was important and what mattered most to me!
"There is Love that came for us, humbled to the sinner's cross,broke my shame and sinfulness, rose again victorious." Jesus came and is here for you and I anytime we ask. Think on that,let it percolate and simmer in your soul and being. It is NEVER about us and what we bring to the relationship with our Savior. It is Christ that is breaking my shame and sinfulness. The One paying the price set down for us is not us, but only the Perfect and Sinless Christ. So ends my sermon for the day!

Friday, March 4, 2011

Feel disenfranchised

The last month or so, just have felt completely and totally isolated from my fellow followers of Christ, been some bright moments in there but they seem to be few and far between. I have come to completely dread walking into church service and have gotten to the point that I am taking an indefinite time off of church and sunday school, will fulfill my time at midweek to continue lead and facilitate but nothing else.
I also have decided as of right now, I am only going to be "just friends" with people and nothing more. Period, end of story. Any greater commitment seems to lead to disappontment.
It seems like and probably is, a time of testing and trial for my faith and Who I put my faith in. Have heard barely audible whispers on both side of me, from God and the enemy, one telling me not to put my dependence on people within my sunday school class but to depend on Him for my needs and the other whispering that the class will inevitably let me down and not to take time to invest myself.
Yes, I have gone from positive about life and people, to pretty much negative but as said before I don't always acknowledge my problems or allow people to see I'm struggling.

Monday, February 28, 2011

Church and how relevant is it to me right this moment?!?

I am writing this, knowing fully well that it is going to touch off firestorms in my church: www.houstonsfirst.org and in my sunday school: "Night Light" but at this point I really don't care! This is a dangerous place for myself and the church to be! I say this because it means church is not doing a very good job connecting with people, not just myself and for myself, I'm not allowing myself to connect back and be vulnerable or let people know what's going on.
I'm angry and disappointed and this spells trouble for church since I'm extremely well-connected within social media, unlike say other people who have voiced dissatisfaction and had nowhere to go with it, I do have a place to go with it and am never afraid to voice it!
This anger stems from a few incidents that have occurred witin last month or so. First off, happened in a church service, was singing and praising the Lord and evidently was too loud for people around me. A couple said, "let's move, this guy is a bit too loud for us" and said it in a stage whisper, meaning for me to hear it. Then a couple of people from my sunday school class said same thing and moved away. My first reaction was to think but luckily not say, "don't just move sections,move to another church,another state, heck just move away!!!"
Then a guy who has visited our class a few times, evidently went to one of our out of class events, was hurting and needed help, but only one who was available to chat with him was a girl from our class and there is a strict, no compromise rule that to "counsel" a person you absolutely and totally must be of the same sex as person you are counseling! I understand the "spirit" of the law, notice I said law, returning us to the "hollowed antiquity" of the law, but I don't see how it proclaims Christ and His love for people, if we won't allow the person available at the moment to help the person in need! Then to top of the whole situation, this gentleman goes to staff member as suggested and is rebuffed and told to go "serve" someone and not be so focussed on himself and his problems, despite the fact this guy has a chemical imbalance going on in his body, that he is not used to. The secretary for the staff member told this gentleman that people don't just get access to staff and that he needed to go, he then tries to send email and receives that rebuff and nothing else. Now I could completely and totally throw this staff member under the bus, but will show compassion and grace to him!
So when I say I will walk away from this church, I mean it. I could not have said that as recently as 6 months ago,but now God has worked on me and my dependence on church to meet my needs instead of God and am fully and totally cured of that after these recent bad church experiences, thank you very much God! That is where I am with the relevance of church in my life and the people around me, it's just not there!!!

Thursday, February 17, 2011

New yr,new challenges

I have been helping lead/facilitate a mid-week Bible Study on book of Romans, as part of my sunday school aka sunday night Bible study, but I like and always will like sunday school better, conjures up pleasant memories, whereas sunday night Bible study, conjures...nothing,but I digress, wow, big words are flowing,haha, sorry, as you can see I write EXACTLY as I speak, for better or as most people will say, for worse,lol.
I help lead a midweek study for: www.houstonsfirst.org and it has been challenging, exciting,frustrating and a whole slew of other thoughts and images all at the same time, frustrating because I sometimes have thoughts but only incomplete thoughts that sound good in my mind, but are confusing to say the least when I start sharing them out loud. But, exciting and other words when I think I get to share God and His Word with fellow fully devoted followers of Christ.
I continue to develop a friendship with my friend, Jessica, she continues to be the vessal that God uses to teach me thoughts he probably has wanted me to know for a long time, but it takes a special and excessively wonderful woman to help me understand what God has in mind for me to apply in my life and what she has learned about our Lord. If I haven't mentioned it, may I publically thank God for bringing her into my life.
Also I have become OBSESSED with the song: #Sing by My Chemical Romance, when I saw it done on #Glee by cast, sure I had heard the song before but really hadn't paid attention to words or music before and realized that it is just an incredibly powerful song full of well-thoughtout lyrics. Video makes you think to, so I recommend it to listen to and see the vid.